I've started seeing a new psychologist, his name is Simon. I like him, he is on the same wave length, and is a fellow Geek, so we're off to a good start. He is young, like, perfect match for my little sister young, but clearly had some life experience so isn't a total freshy. He worked in prisons for a bit, I'm totally jealous, the institution of prisons fascinates me, and I went to University with the idea of becoming a Forensic Psychologist and working in the prison system. Glad I didn't now, fucking bureaucracy.
Anyway, I digress. I mentioned I had a blog, but had slacked off and hadn't posted in ages. He asked me why, fucked if I know. Why did I stop? My life is boring and repetitive, but I do have an opinion, on almost anything, and I should be celebrating my ability to communicate and share said opinions. He agrees. I've always said blogging is therapeutic, so I'm back to it.
My life hasn't changed much in the last few months.
- Weight loss journey - over before it really started
- Healthier eating - eh so, so, apart from Ben & Jerry's
- Relationships -
- Situation with Dear Ex has deteriorated, basically, my mother told me if I can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all, so I'm not.
- Boyfriend - he. is. awesome. Granted I get sick of his face, and need my me time, but my bitchiness usually doesn't last too long. I have to keep telling myself not to compare the 2 (Dear Ex and Dear bf), as they are 2 completely different people, and have different goals, values and beliefs. I will say that it is refreshing to be in a relationship where it feels equal, trusting, and fun!
- Girls - I love them with every fiber of my being. They complete me, and make me a better person. They frustrate the living shit out of me, and I adore daycare days, and love their smiling faces at 6am.
- Friends - I love them too. Each friend has their own place and purpose in my life. Some fill areas that others can't; and I value each and every one of them.
- Molly - (the car) she needs some work, poor girl has some pretty decent wear and tear, a good deal of work, but it's ok, all under control. Mechanic was quite surprised she (and we) survived the 1000+ km holiday driving!
- Bear - (the dog) he is awesome too. He still steals food when you turn your back, and raids the damn rubbish bin at any opportunity too. He really is the best choice I could have made.
I have some simple goals for this year, nearly 3 months in I have yet to start the journey towards any of them, so I'm doing well ....... No really, I'm actually doing ok, could be worse, could be better.
I also haven't said fuck enough this post ...
Fuck you humidity, fuck you sideways with a veggie peeler, so fucking sick of my clothes sticking to me, and the smell of sweaty kids. Fuck. You.
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